I went to the Doctor today to get my results, And with Kim my friend and Sister in Christ sitting beside me I was told I was Cancer Free! Nothing had changed from the results of the biopsey done in July. Which means, I have cancer cells on my cervix and I will have to go in every three months and have a pap smear to stay on top of it. This I can do. There is no need for any other procedure to be done on me.

I want to thank every one that said a little prayer for me. Especially, my brothers that annointed me with oil and laid hand on me. I honestly believe that is when every thing was healed. The worst part of this was the time spent between results. Trying to stay positive, and happy. But I did resolve myself to the what ifs. And the worst thing for me was trying to prepare my son John if anything was wrong. His dad died suddenly when he was 21 and now the possibility of losing mom at 35, that was my dilema with this. But now i AM so happy I dont have to worry about that. I always feel as if there is a lesson in everything. And my lesson in this was facing my own mortality. Kim told me today that she had faith like a child. You just know and believe. God brought me back to my child like faith through this. Today, before I went to the doctor, I had resolved that if this were the will of God that I die through cancer, then I would pray for the grace to carry this yoke. I know he gave me the strength and grace just to go today. And because I resolved myself to my faith like a child I can hear my Lord saying "Well done my faithful Servant." He had to , I AM CANCER FREE !

For everyone that prayed for me from other circles , thank you. For everyone that doesn't even know me that prayed for me, thank you. For all my brother and sisters in Christ, thank you for being there. For all the people I call my friends, thank you for being there. Thank you everyone for the AGAPE love I feel from you. and thanks so much for kind words spoken and hugs given. Being alone those things gave me more strength than you will ever knowl

Faber and Sandy, you two are my haven. I love the both of you so much. Thank you for your love and support you have given me. And the safety ya'll give to my spirit. Please post this to our web link, so everyone will get it since I dont have all of the emails, or if you could forward it I would appreciate it.

Peace be with you

Vickie